A Simple Thing Called Love

amaths paper tdae was utterly horrid.
it was the most horrible paper ever.
so im definitely failing.
it doesnt matter much to me coz im not gonna take amaths into my L1R5.
but what im upset abt is disappointing ms ang.
shes sucha dedicated tcher and i respect her for that.
but once again, i disappointed her.
haiz, its sad really.
moving on, everyone knws that i dont go for character in guys.
all the guys i've dated.. well, i found them good-looking in one way or another.
thats why my relationship with guys never lasts.
but as im growing up and maturing, i sense a change within me.
i've learnt to appreciate guys with excellent character, smth i didnt do before.
one of the guys is of course my boy, sim.
no, we're not in a relationship or anyth.
we're juz friends but im used to calling him my boy.
anw, he has the reputation of a rake and a flirt in society.
out of 10 pple, 9 will say speak of him badly.
but recently, i got to knw him better.
juz watch him in vijay tv's super jodi show.
he's one of the judges.
if you actually observe him with an open-mind, you'll realise that he's a truly admirable person.
he never hurts anyone with harsh comments and look at the way he speaks to the participants.
for instance, bubbloo was saying that he wanted to make his father proud by becoming a big star coz his father was in his last stages of lung cancer.
and my boy replied, "you are already a big star. why do you think you're not a star? im sure your dad is proud of you."
which star will actually say such things to someone obviously much inferior to him?
this is juz one of the many things which has proven that he has a heart of gold.
and im proud to say that he's my friend.
for all those out there, dont judge him based on rumours.
take the time and effort to get to knw him and you'll realise that he's a remarkable person.
and please, dont speak of him or judge him if you dont know him. thanks.
on the train tdae, my friends kept teasing me abt Hydrogen.
they said that i'll hold on to her forever coz i love her too much to let go.
well i juz kept quiet all the way coz i dont hafta prove to anyone that i've let go.
i held on to her for so freaking long despite the pain coz yes, i love her a lot.
but now, i love her more than before and thats why i've let go.
you hafta love someone enough to actually be able to let he/she go if clearly, he/she is better off without you.
and did i mention that i've got hyperactive tear glands?

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